And I was like , ok , this is weird . You talked about the fact that your relationship with your dad was hard to heal in therapy when you were growing up . What was that core issue between the two of you ?
She was actually the perfect person for me to have because she understood what I was going through and so that , that was good . I also think it's really important if you do have issues with your dad for , you know , obviously for girls , especially to work through that shit before you get married because otherwise we end up with our dad when you think you have any fucking issues with just even like your family , your parents , that shit . If you don't work on that , you're about to turn right around and do the same fucking shit .
Listening . It's fucking hard to end something that especially , I'm sure when you have Children , like , you have deep ties with someone there is love there because what you've created the world you've created with this person . But when you know , something's not right for you , how did you like mentally work through ending it officially ?
But I think the hardest part was watching him get the shit beat out of him week after week , you know , football is a really tough sport . And so that was difficult , especially after we had kids too , you know , then things just become even more serious . But , um , other than that loved the schedule , loved him , traveling , loved him go .
And then my freshman year of high school is when I moved to Laguna moved in with my dad , my stepmom who was 20 years younger than my dad and my brother at the time who had also been broken up with , he moved to Laguna when I moved to Chicago . Um And honestly , my dad and I were just never close and I just remember in high school , I never wanted to be home , like I just never wanted to be around that environment . So that's why I think I fell into like friendships a lot and going out , I was kind of the party girl and I was just , you know , that's where I found connections .
