And it is brutal to live with . And so the more you put yourself out there and the more you do things that people have the opportunity to judge you if they're not taught and trained in ways where like I am , you , you are me , we are one the stories and the details , like everything you just read on that card and I appreciate it . Of course , that's not who I am .
And so the past is the past and that's my story and I can sit in it or I can be present and really change that energy and shift it and make happen , you know . So yeah , it's I I think growing up as Vida's daughter and having gone on the housewives , which was really a huge experience of growth . Um , some , something that someone like me never wants to do .
I'm not , I'm very real . So when that you're in that situation and things happen and you have to get bigger and deeper and more intense . I literally went back to my 12 year old girl and just shut down .
And so since then I've done a lot of work , which I've always have . Um , and really just come to be comfortable in myself . I think we have a high , I think there's a high meter , a high bar for judgment in this city .
It's another mirror , you know how we speak about marrying one another . So at this point you have teenagers in your life and for the most part you wake up and you mirror yourself at that age and who you were and who you aren't and how you're at 49 and going through different stages in life and , you know , being a single parent , they have their father , um , very much involved but navigating through that and having to mirror these teenagers , um , I either want to go back to the gym for another eight hours . I just , and then just sit and breathe and realize this , that's their journey .
