Cam is my ex-husband on all the way on the left . I love the blended family . This is great .
It's hard to communicate a lot . We did well , but we have four kids between the two of us . So it was like , by the time .
You can like shop for a guy and I was kind of into it for a minute and then I started going out with these guys and , you know , I'm 47 and , you know , this was like five years ago and I was like , I , I think that this is not the way to find a guy , you know , but I'm like , what am I gonna go to a bar ? Like , I have two kids . Like , I don't know , it was just like , where do you even start .
You know , I , I also like so many people , women , you know , who are , you know , got married when they were like 27 and didn't really know themselves yet and didn't know who they wanted to be with . You know , I mean , I married an amazing man but it just , we grew apart , we grew differently . We changed so much over the years and I felt this like I need to stay in this marriage because I made this commitment and , like , no matter what and I would , that was really in my head for a long time until I finally , like , you know , a lot of things happened that really made me realize , like , no , like , life is too short and I think there's more than this and I had to go find it , you know , and I just felt this , like , overwhelming sense to go and do it and , and it was hard and it's too much to talk about .
That's , it's not your turn . He's my brother from another mother . I know you weren't gonna read that one .
