I grew up always loving my solitude . That's when I practiced basketball . That's when I read my books , you know , and always to this day , I'm always , you know , I love people .
You didn't always , you know , so that was my experience . I didn't , you know , feel that way and I wanted to play basketball and be a professional basketball player that I , more than I wanted to breathe literally . So I would all day , every day just practice and watch all the other players , like professional ones and cop try to copy all their moves .
I ended up going just to college . I didn't really play basketball . I play basketball for , you know , semester .
Right . It's really , so , it's so , it's funny , ok , because I don't know about you , but after basketball failed I was like , what am I gonna do with my life kind of thing ? And , um , you know , I was really , like , already seriously depressed and I got to a place where I was deeply , deeply suicidal .
I was like , I , I honestly feel like it's like a , um , it's like a , it's good and bad . I feel like if he would have been on another team , he would have been the Michael Jordan of that team for sure . You know what I mean ?
