Because I feel like a lot of people , there's , I feel like there's two different types of depression and maybe I'm wrong . But like , there's , there's something that like , is because of your experience or what you're going through . Like , right now people might be depressed because they lost their job or they have no money or , you know , so it makes sense and then there's like , everything's going great in my life , but maybe there's like a chemical imbalance that's just making me , I can't get over it .
I remember , like , researching all the ways I was gonna do it . And like , how old were you , how old were you when this was going on ? Probably , like , from , like I would say , I remember being depressed from like six or seven .
It's really all I kind of wanted to do that I ever thought would end my problems . Um , the strange thing is I didn't have a bad life , you know , I had a happy or healthy family . Um , you know , my mom , my brother or sister , dad , um , you know , I had , I did great school .
Quite frankly , it , I remember , I can remember being , as de remember being depressed , as long as I can remember being alive , I feel like just like intuitively because like , obviously I know you for like those of you guys that don't know , like I know Rob in real life , I've been interviewing some people that I've never met , but you have such an angelic presence about you and just intuitively , I just feel like you're just like an angel and you're so sensitive and maybe you've been because I've , I've experienced a little bit of like empathy in my life where I've been around a lot of negative people and I tend to absorb it and take it on and I feel like you probably have done that , like where you kind of take on everyone's other shit and try and deal with it . And here you are this like little six year old boy taking on everyone's stuff . Like , of course you're gonna be depressed , you know , Jessie , I um I appreciate you saying that so much that that is honestly the highest compliment coming from someone like yourself .
Yeah , I'm outside of Pittsburgh . And so , you know , he said he , and he had like , how many , like 12 or 12 siblings ? So he was very much concerned with getting them taken care of and he was afraid , like so many of us that if you pass on something you're trying to negotiate and I think a lot of us have issues with that and although lots , you know , predicted this day and age , it is a good time to really sort of level up in that way .
