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It sounds like you've had a deep fear of rejection, which is completely understandable given your experiences and the pressure to always strive for the best as an athlete. It's also clear that as you've faced rejection in different areas of your life, the fear has lessened and you've learned to stop caring so much. It's important to acknowledge that getting out of your comfort zone, like going to parties and talking to people, can be scary, especially as a shy person. It's admirable that you've made a conscious effort to do so. It seems like you've made significant progress in overcoming your fear of rejection, and it's great to see the growth and self-discovery you've experienced.

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And we were both , I mean , we both went through peers where we were like in Hollywood where you're dealing with rejection . I was so afraid of rejection because I hadn't really experienced it much growing up , even though I was an athlete , I was always striving to be the best . But I didn't , if I didn't , if I wasn't number one , I was ok with it because I would know that I tried really hard and did the best that I could .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

But I didn't , if I didn't , if I wasn't number one , I was ok with it because I would know that I tried really hard and did the best that I could . But the thought of being rejected by people terrified me to the point where , like , I wouldn't even go on auditions because I just thought I can't handle it . And then when I started getting rejected , you know , in like the corporate world and in relationships , I was like , oh , this isn't that , that's the realization epiphany that we all have because if you , you know , sort of practice it enough , yes , you get better , but most importantly , you stop caring so much .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And it was interesting to your point . Like you just realized that for the most part , rejection only hurts because you haven't experienced it enough . And it's also , um , it's an ego bruise because I was like , oh , I've reached almost 35 .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

But the thought of being rejected by people terrified me to the point where , like , I wouldn't even go on auditions because I just thought I can't handle it . And then when I started getting rejected , you know , in like the corporate world and in relationships , I was like , oh , this isn't that , that's the realization epiphany that we all have because if you , you know , sort of practice it enough , yes , you get better , but most importantly , you stop caring so much . It doesn't hurt as much .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And it's also , um , it's an ego bruise because I was like , oh , I've reached almost 35 . I've only been rejected by like two guys . I'm OK .