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It sounds like you have had a real struggle with fear of rejection, and I understand how challenging that can be. It's completely natural to feel this way, especially if you haven't experienced rejection much in the past. It looks like you are beginning to realize that rejection hurts less when you become more accustomed to it. It's important to recognize that rejection is a part of life, and it's something that many people experience. Through facing and learning to cope with rejection, you can become more resilient and ultimately care less about it. Remember, getting out of your comfort zone, such as by attending social events, can be a powerful way to confront this fear. You're not alone in feeling this way, and with time and practice, it's possible to reduce the fear of rejection.

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And we were both , I mean , we both went through peers where we were like in Hollywood where you're dealing with rejection . I was so afraid of rejection because I hadn't really experienced it much growing up , even though I was an athlete , I was always striving to be the best . But I didn't , if I didn't , if I wasn't number one , I was ok with it because I would know that I tried really hard and did the best that I could .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

But I didn't , if I didn't , if I wasn't number one , I was ok with it because I would know that I tried really hard and did the best that I could . But the thought of being rejected by people terrified me to the point where , like , I wouldn't even go on auditions because I just thought I can't handle it . And then when I started getting rejected , you know , in like the corporate world and in relationships , I was like , oh , this isn't that , that's the realization epiphany that we all have because if you , you know , sort of practice it enough , yes , you get better , but most importantly , you stop caring so much .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And it was interesting to your point . Like you just realized that for the most part , rejection only hurts because you haven't experienced it enough . And it's also , um , it's an ego bruise because I was like , oh , I've reached almost 35 .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

But the thought of being rejected by people terrified me to the point where , like , I wouldn't even go on auditions because I just thought I can't handle it . And then when I started getting rejected , you know , in like the corporate world and in relationships , I was like , oh , this isn't that , that's the realization epiphany that we all have because if you , you know , sort of practice it enough , yes , you get better , but most importantly , you stop caring so much . It doesn't hurt as much .

Laurel Canyon Kitchen' Episode 4: Robert Mack

And it's also , um , it's an ego bruise because I was like , oh , I've reached almost 35 . I've only been rejected by like two guys . I'm OK .