I like to do um jumping squads where , which are really good that I've done in the past that have helped me increase my speed as well as my acceleration . So it's some of the things I do , one of my biggest challenges has been the mental part of the game back home . I play professionally .
Um My anxiety was taking over um panics of what if I'm not good enough , but why am I here and just over thinking as well ? So , yeah , the mental part of the game has definitely been one of the biggest challenges in my career . What helped me a lot was talking to my parents , expressing my feelings , my my anxieties , my headaches , talking about it to my families , to my team members .
So it was kind of a lot of pressure . A lot of people looked up to me , a lot of kids looked up to me , my friends looked up to me , the pressure , the the sometimes dealing with anxiety with not living up to your expectations of yourself was definitely one of the hardest things I've dealt with . And sometimes I felt like I wasn't giving enough .
I wasn't doing enough that I wasn't doing what other people were expecting of me . And that was a big challenge for me because I started losing confidence , not having fun . There was even some times where I was planning on quitting because it was not fun anymore .
So kind start to talk about them just to anyone or write them down was a great way that help myself . Uh my mental health um increased and become better just letting things out by crying or just talking to someone was definitely one of the best things I've done . So my career in process was a fun and uh very , very unique one going into my , my senior year , I had probably two offers uh one back home , one in Indianapolis .
