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The speaker's why appears to be a belief that they are a vessel or voice for communication, rather than the communicator themselves. They seem to act as a conduit for their framework and are driven by the purpose of helping others, as evidenced by their desire to avoid coming across as arrogant and their focus on helping and empowering others through their events and talks.

GDL Emily Ford

You need more bubbles . The perfect communicator . Whether it's somebody you would date .

GDL Emily Ford

Um But I just got , you know , recently I was speaking in Miami and in a room and what I do is really ask God to use me and I allow that you have to have a great deal of trust . Um And I have my framework , but then most of the time , it's not really me talking and to some people that might freak you out a little bit , but truly , I believe I'm just the vessel , the voice , you know . Um and it's the most amazing experience and yes , it is very draining in a , in a , in a beautiful way , but sometimes we use the word draining and it sounds so negative .

GDL Emily Ford

Yeah . And um I think a lot of especially and you can speak for you . But for women , women , uh a lot of them come to me that they're , they're , they want to serve , they want to live their life out loud .

GDL Emily Ford

So I feel like I'm not perfect in any which way but I communicate a lot . I don't know if I would want the perfect communicator . If that makes sense .

GDL Emily Ford

Yeah . Talk to me . So I feel like I'm not perfect in any which way but I communicate a lot .